Okay. I had the worst dream ever and feel the need to share it so I can read my words, realize how ridiculous the whole thing is and stop feeling like I want to cry.

Well, tell me this wouldn't be the worst...

So my grandmother is dying, I am taking care of her and for some reason, Dave and I haven't seen much of each other the past year. We are getting a divorce - but living with his parents until it is final.

Dave meets a new girl. Skinny, blond, beautiful, younger than I am with a little girl. And the worst part is she NEVER nags him! They get engaged, she moves in. So here is his soon to be wife and soon to be ex-wife living under the same roof. She is so smart, funny, nice that even I can't help but like her.... but everyday, I watch Dave primp in front of the mirror, get buff, wear new clothes and just be super excited and happy to be in love with someone like her.

Lets just say the entire dream I was crying, brokenhearted and trying to get Dave to realize that we had a family and were supposed to be forever. Until finally I told him that I was taking the kids back to Canada with me in defeat.

I woke up on the verge of tears, feeling like nobody loved me (you know those dreams that are so real that it takes all morning to shake them?), and SWEARING THAT I WOULD NEVER EVER WATCH A SOAP OPERA BEFORE BED AGAIN! Darn that all my children.

I made Dave wrap his arms around me and swear that he would love me forever. And it felt great... until he opened the door to the hallway and enthusiastically said "Hey Cynthia!"

Would it be so bad?

LOL yes.

For Our Daddies...

Dad...
I hope you like it. Happy Fathers Day. I wish I could be there.

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For Dave...

For Blake...

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HELLLLP!

Does anyone know Photoshop Elements well? My diffused glow is turning everything black and I can't for the life of me figure out how to fix it!

We Love Salem Pond!

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My new favorite website.

Check this out. Like ebay but for handmade items. WARNING: COULD CAUSE EXTREME SHOPPING AND PILE UP OF LAUNDRY.



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I know, I know...

I have been a total slacker with this blog lately. I promise to be better... AND, I have some really cool things in the works right now. One that you can all be a part of so please, keep tuning in!

Between the photography thing, work, the kids - I have been feeling a little overloaded. Just trying not to pull my hair out of my head...

Remember that job interview that Dave had? The big one? Well, they turned him down but just barely called him again and set up the final interview. Guess they reconsidered... smart of them. Dave could sell a fly to a horse. He sold me on getting married didn't he?

PHOTOS ARE COMING. Of our ride on Thomas the train, Jenny's birthday (don't worry Heather, I had to erase most of the ones of you looking TOTALLY GOOFY due to my flashcard being full in the middle of a photo shoot), trip to the duck park, and Blake in a tutu. Just you wait.